Count

Scratching days in the wall
Count your nights like the friends that never call
Peel the skin from your fingers till there's nothing at all
You can tell by this mess - you never thought you'd miss
Is it breaking you down or just breaking your fall?
It's too early to call
it's too early to call
Cause I'm going blind from staring at my fate
Don't be alarmed when you can't find the company I keep
Keep your ear to the ground
Ignore the sound of it only getting worse
And crack a smile if it won't crack you first
Days and years spent waiting for a break you don't deserve
Cause I'm going blind from staring at my fate
Don't be alarmed when you can't find the company I keep
Cause I don't mind these fingernails stuck between my teeth
I'll cross my fingers, pray that they don't break
I'll pray that I don't one day point myself toward mirrored glass
And wonder who I see staring back at me
One day, who I am and what I lack won't be the same thing
Won't be the same thing
Won't be the same
Cause I'm going blind from staring at my fate
Don't be alarmed when you can't find the company I keep
Cause I don't mind these fingernails stuck between my teeth
I'll cross my fingers, pray that they don't break
I'll pray that they don't