Dispose of Your Optimism

this nebulous acquiescence
transposes my song,
subtle modes of separation
becoming, multiplying
ascending upward
stemming from roots, within
recapture me
long before surrender
(deny, I will give)
optimism paves our disconnect
shattered, this wave of expectance
divided eyes
subtle thoughts of separation
elevating, magnifying
ever
stemming from roots, within
recapture me
long before surrender
(deny, I will give)
optimism paves the the disconnect
so just stay with me
we lose control
stay with me
we've lost control
through vacant promise
and in the wake of my transmission
the only thought that comes to mind
are we alone?
heads out the gate
all my life I've been waiting to feel this love
wait for the call
I'm waiting
I'm holding on
to notions of a former belief
I redeemed
fade out behind
the quiet release of the reins
sadly, I just let it die
no, my time has not decayed
sustaining reasons for my salvation
forgiveness is not impossible
dispose of this sense
another innocent motion
suffers the consequences
lost in pain
resound
descending
senseless
come detached
into the modern
cycle of existence, forever
powerless
come detached
into the modern
interval of existence, forever
ailing me
nothing can be replaced
separate
repugnance and disdain
rooted deep within
I try to gain control
I'm lost within this mental labyrinth
with all the things we know
I ask myself this question
are we alone?
in this whole wide universe
are we alone?
I don't know
are we alone?
heads out the gate
all my life I've been waiting to feel this love