To: Chicago (feat. Andy Jackson)

Laying face down on the sidewalk
Here I go again, heroin
Laying face down on the sidewalk
Here I go again, heroin
Stomach double knotted, dizzy heaving up dilauded
As my bones turned to chalk
But every time I tried to pray the windy city blew my faith away
For all my could have’s and my used to be’s
You’d think that I’d have found myself some new beliefs
Fever broke the anchor
Made us lost kites
A tether free amphetaMe and you
Started sleeping on the train to obliterate the pain
When the frost began to bite
Every time the morning came I found another me that I could blame
For all my could have’s and my used to be’s
You’d think that I’d have found myself some new beliefs
For all my should have’s and my hope to be’s
I think it’s time I found myself some new disease.
At one point I thought maybe I should warn her
But such information is best reserved for our dark corners
So I locked the bathroom door and started forgetting my name
I annihilated all my pride to usher in my shame
For all my could have’s and my used to be’s
You’d think that I’d have found myself some new beliefs
For all my should have’s and my hope to be’s
I think it’s time I found myself some new disease.