On/Off Switches

Well, I call the doctor for on and off switches
I keep coming back till I've lost bigger picture
I've said it before, I don't know what I'm missing
My feet are on the ground, but I've quit any walking
And I say it all time, I don't know what I'm here for
Hard to look alive when the past is so present
I've been looking for days
And counting all of my fingers down into an infinite nothing
It's safe to say I got caught in the short sight
Never cared about wronging any of my rights
But now I'm thoughtful to stupid to back to loving you
From thoughtful to stupid to back to loving you like the first time
And you might've thought I shook things out of focus
Or tried to map it out while blind to the notion
That I slip into excess
I complete the circle
When they try to drag me out, it's like undoing perforation
It's safe to say I got caught in the short sight
Never cared about wronging any of my rights
But now I'm thoughtful to stupid to back to loving you
From thoughtful to stupid to back to loving you like the first time
Well, I call the doctor for on and off switches
I keep coming back till I've lost bigger picture
While all the good ones and all the light talkers
Are leaving in the name of my constant celebration
And it's safe to say I got caught in the short sight
Never cared about wronging any of my rights
But now I'm thoughtful to stupid to back to loving you
From thoughtful to stupid to back to loving you
I'm from thoughtful to stupid to back to loving you
From thoughtful to stupid to back to loving you