Choke

laying down my head
yet sleep is not an option
with the waste
that you've laid upon my chest
wishing I could run
but you'd catch up anyway
and I'm gonna end up losing
no peace no rest
just stay away
you're giving me the pills
that I choke on
look at the mess
that you've made of me
I hope it all comes back
and one day you will choke on this
going back and forth
in my general well being
not sure what is right
or should cause alarm
I can't figure out
how it is to be normal
and I really wish you would
stop counseling me
just stay away
you're giving me the pills
that I choke on
look at the mess
that you've made of me
I hope it all comes back
and one day you will choke on
this isn't normal right?
the conflict I keep inside
there's nothing left of me
but only I can set me free
not sure how I got here
or how long it has been
but I'm starting to grow tired
of these sterile walls
and there you sit
at the foot of my bed
and no amount of treatment
can make you disappear
just stay away
you're giving me the pills
that I choke on
look at the mess
that you've made of me
I hope it all comes back
and one day you will choke on
this isn't normal right?
the conflict I keep inside
there's nothing left of me
but only I can set me free