Counting Sheep

For finally being figured out, I've never been more lost
These days drag on forever
Might as well hang from a cross
Displayed for everyone to see
I wait as they stare up at me
Realize I look down on them
Such conformity I won't accept
This world won't take my differences
I won't be shackled down like this
This black sheep lays up all night
Twenty questions stuck in my mind
"If we're all made as equals, why is perfection so hard to find?"
Can't count on sheep so I will think myself to sleep again
Can't find solace, can't find a place to lay my head
Have you ever loved something that didn't love you back?
Have you ever watched the wheels fall off the track?
I never thought I'd say this
I guess i spoke too soon
But I am just not meant to bleed the same blood as you
This black sheep lays up all night
Twenty questions stuck in my mind
"If we're all made as equals, why is perfection so hard to find?"
Can't count on sheep so I will think myself to sleep again
Can't find solace, can't find a place to lay my head
I know you're worthless
One day you'll wonder why
I know you're worthless just like me