Crush

Sometimes I wish you’d go the other way
Sometimes I wish you’d fuck me even tho you isn’t gay
Nah I’m playin’ or am I?
This isn’t for the public
Want the head, ain’t want the headline
Guess I missed the deadline
Cause when you make a friend the faggot shit go M-I
A, That make em heated wanna end my
Day, Cause I ain’t wanna lose a friend
Cause I ain’t ever had a lot of them, I think I’d rather play pretend
So I’m like ya LeBron this, and Messi that
But inside it’s Mendes, I mess with that
It’s Tom holland and Cole Sprouse
Would you fuck a boy for a thousand, I say no but it’s no doubt
I’ve got some lyrics that I’ve written I felt guilty for
Like honestly i met some friends I’d pay a milli for
But what the fuck I'm supposed to do with these feelings
Straight friends, straight crush, don’t ever think they’ll be willing
I think this time, my heads
Outta line
I think I caught some feelings
I’m not his type
I think I
Caught feelings
And I know I’m not his type
And I'm never gon' be his
Sometimes I wish I was normal
Sometimes I wish I didn’t suck during oral
Sometimes I wish I brought a girl to formal
Sometimes I wish I didn’t have to keep on coming out
And tell the world that I’m stunting’, bet they judging now
Like I ain’t ever heard nobody say Oh Hey I'm Straight
But I been asked one too times
Who’s the girl you crushing on
And hadda hit em with the Hey I’m Gay
I get some funny look time sometimes
And Others time it goes
Oh…. Wow
I lost friends, I lost hope
My mom doesn’t look at me the same
I can’t cope, I need dope
I guess the bright side, I could hit it from either side
And I won’t ever believe it when they say ride or die
Ya this is a good thing, pride in my life
Pride from the struggles that the world brings
I think this time, my head has gotten outta line
I think I caught some feelings no I’m not his type
I think I
Caught feelings
And I know I’m not his type
And I'm never gon' be his