Waking Up

When the bomb gets dropped
Will I see myself reflected in a mirror?
Clear as day and will I say
That I gave all I could give?
Or will I see my entire life
Playback and roll like motor bikes
Through a desert plain on a perfect night
Into a blinding ball of light
Or I can’t seem to pull myself
To walk into that room
To say goodbye to everything
And everyone I ever knew
If I can’t learn to love myself
How can I expect that from you?
But even that’s been said a million times
But I know it’s still the truth
The truth
The truth
When I wake up from this dream
Will there be anything?
When I wake up from this dream
So retrace my steps
The world bad at best
Coming back to my hometown
Always thinking that I’m dying
And I can’t seem to calm down
In a way I gave up
In a way I gave up
In a way I gave up trying
To live my life like a book a write
Instead get lost inside my mind
My mind
My mind
When I wake up from this dream
Will there be anything?
When I wake up from this dream
In a way I gave up
In a way I gave up
In a way I gave up that
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In a way I gave up
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In a way I gave up that
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