These Days

I know I should be more grateful
Grateful for everything I have
And I know I should be less doubtful
But unfortunately I am just human
I'm in a big hole surrounded by fear
I'm in a deep dark hole
Deep enough for me to disappear
But should I go if earth the only place I know
All I know is I don't want this anymore
Livin' out life without nowhere what a distant is searching for
There are days where I would love to be somebody else
Days where I am fighting myself
There are days where I wish I would be a child again
And sometimes days where I wish they wouldn't last
Days where I wish I would be dead
Step back, stay away from me
Can't you respect that I only need my peace
These days I'm too weak to see
These days I'm all about me
I don't want to talk this out
'Cause there are certain things we don't need to talk about
The silence in between will let you know what I mean
And each time I try to escape
I pray to go not to let me fake
And to take my doubts away
Hum hum
There are days where I would love to be somebody else
Days where I am fighting myself
There are days where I wish I could be a child again
And sometimes days where I wish they wouldn't last
Days where I wish I would be dead