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So, I guess it's fight or flight
Get hurt if you don't fight
Whoever got that might, right?
I guess it's no in between
It's either you or me
Kill who's not on my team?
I'm not gon' lie I've been depressed
How am I too young to be stressed?
Lately been feeling like a mess
I know my man he loves me, yes
Why do I need to second guess?
Sorry I like to fucking press
Life been really really hard lately
(Life been really really hard lately)
Everyday I really miss my baby
(Everyday I really miss my baby)
Most days I feel kinda lazy
(Most days I feel kinda lazy)
These fucking bills gon' drive me crazy
(These fucking bills gon' drive me crazy)
Been doing things that are kinda shady
(Been doing things that are kinda shady)
Been selling tree, call me Mary-Jadey
(Been selling tree, call me Mary-Jadey)
I know I said that I was cool
Last week I couldn't go to school
Stuck to my bed like I was glued
All of bills been overdue
Damn I wish I never grew
If I'm a color guess I'm blue
Life been really really hard lately
Everyday I really miss my baby
Most days I feel kinda lazy
(Most days I feel kinda lazy)
These fucking bills gon' drive me crazy
(These fucking bills gon' drive me crazy)
Been doing things that are kinda shady
(Been doing things that are kinda shady)
Been selling tree, call me Mary-Jadey
(Been selling tree, call me Mary-Jadey)
I'm just trying to get my money up
Yeah, you know this shit been rough
I need a re-up on my luck
I call my man up for some love
I've been going through some stuff
Yeah, I think I've had enough
So live la vida, we don't give a fuck
Responsibilities will fuck you up
Responsibilities will fuck you up
So live la vida, we don't give a fuck
Live la vida, we don't give a
(Live la vida)
Live la vida, we don't give a fuck
But I guess you'd never realize
Unless I paint a picture through my eyes
So my pain doesn't come as a surprise
You see, the thing about depression
It's not about suicide
That shit kills you from the inside
So, fuck pride
That's why it's something I refuse to hide
Just don't ask me why I wanted to die
Ask me why I felt like dying
Or maybe, why my soul is crying
I'm just saying
Life been really really hard lately
Life been really really hard lately
My life been really really hard lately
Life been really really hard lately