Not Make Believe

It isn't just that we cause each other such pain
Everywhere we go now, at home or at play
It hurts my self esteem
It hurts my everything
I am reeling
Ooh it hurts my feelings
Sometimes it was heavenly
Sometimes it was too heavy
Sometimes it's just too much for me
Well I want to run away
Then there are the things, that cast the doubt away
Those things that made me stay for so long.
Not make believe then
I'm not make believe now
Not make believe then
I'm not make believe now
I didn't understand then
But I understand now.
It was the best of times
It was the worst of times
And they both rushed by
Like a thief in the night
Taking no prisoners
Just like the first time
Adventures in paradise
Just like the first time
Then there are the things, that cast the doubt away
The things that made me stay for so long.
Not make believe then
I'm not make believe now
Not make believe then
I'm not make believe now
I didn't understand then
But I understand now.
Then there are the things, that cast the doubt away
The things that made me stay for so long.
Not make believe then
I'm not make believe now
Not make believe then
I'm not make believe now
I didn't understand then
But I understand now.