The Beautiful Place

Death isn't the scariest part of life
Waking up everyday
Knowing that you won't amount to anything and you'll never become the man that you always wanted to be
And soon you'll succumb to the death you always dreamed of
The death you always wished for
And in those last moments you'll realize how truly amazing it can be to finally be freed of all the pain and agony you felt during all of this suffering
But then you'll realize how beautiful it all was
And how the trees would move along to the song that the wind would sing like your father said it would when he dies
And how the moon and stars would shine through your window when you would cry on your bedroom floor alone
Letting you know that your not alone and there is nothing to be scared of anymore
There's a difference from being alone and feeling alone
That feeling you get when you're surrounded by people that you used to talk to
But yet not a single person asked how you were doing and where you been
I don't know if you'll ever hear this but i just wanted tell you that
Your heart is always apart of mine
And you'll forever be apart of this world
I'm not sure if I believe in god
Heaven or hell
But if there is one
I'm sure he'll forgive me for all the sins I committed
And the sin I'm about to do now
I love you goodbye
Please just let me go
I'll only let you down
I don't wanna feel pain
But I think it's too late