All My Enemies

I'm unchained
Physically got no cuffs on but
I'm ashamed
Can't do anything I wanna
Got excuses
Whatever it is
Avoiding me from exploring other places
No way My ambition fades away, I thought I was wide awake
Don't know, that might be a waste
Too late
Feels like I am discouraged
Unfortunately
I won't go for it
I feel like I am my own enemy
Putting out what's not good in me
Overthinking when it's time to sleep
And burying down my self-esteem
I feel like I am my own enemy
Locking myself down with dumb limits
Mocking my dreams and abilities
And being pessimistic when it comes to me
Laziness in here
Procrastination is key
Scrolling unlimited feed
No more battery
I feel guilty like I deserve mediocrity what a pity Atrocities
My body ripped off and nasty
No dignity Austerity Feeling down like ugly Betty
Spreading my negativity
Confuse my own identity
Losing myself in plans that wasn't meant for me
Losing my faith, time, energy and my money
Letting past failures and mistakes define me
Ending upset and shouting at my family
I feel like I am my own enemy
Putting out what's not good in me
Overthinking when it's time to sleep
And burying down my self-esteem
I feel like I am my own enemy
Locking myself down with dumb limits
Mocking my dreams and abilities
And being pessimistic when it comes to me
I call upon The Lord in distress
He answered me and set me in a large place