Jean

She met my eyes
Told me that she loved me but I feel like that's a lie
She left me feeling low so I'm constantly getting high
I think I'll be alone for good
I'm not surprised
I fucked it up again and I honestly don't know why
If I'm being honest she wasn't really my type
But I miss feeling understood
I think I get it now
She only wants to hang because he's out of town
I'm making bad decisions, need to slow it down
Cuz I've been breaking down when they are not around
Can you show me how to be a rockstar
Didn't get invited, now I party really hard
Didn't get invited now I'm up here in the stars
Up here in the stars
Up here in the stars
She met my eyes
Told me that she loved me but I feel like that's a lie
She left me feeling low so I'm constantly getting high
I think I'll be alone for good
I'm not surprised
I fucked it up again and I honestly don't know why
If I'm being honest she wasn't really my type
But I miss feeling understood
Count it up, count it up
Got a couple dollars
Getting bigger, getting money
Now they tryna holler
I hear them holler but I can't let em know
I got a trapped out Trackhawk
Black like a crow
I feel like Polar J
She said she's all alone, I said I'm on my way
Sometimes I feel alone, but I know it's okay
Imma go my own way
She met my eyes
Told me that she loved me but I feel like that's a lie
She left me feeling low so I'm constantly getting high
I think I'll be alone for good
I'm not surprised
I fucked it up again and I honestly don't know why
If I'm being honest she wasn't really my type
But I miss feeling understood
I try to try
Everyday gets harder and now I just wanna die
Look around my room but I think that they found my knife
So now I don't know what to do
Might be a sign
But maybe I don't need to read in between all the lines
I think that I'll be happier living up in the sky
But I'm sure I'm gonna see you soon