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Anemophobia Lyrics
I worry about the weather and the pressure in my head
And how my lungs can’t find the oxygen to form a single breath
That doesn’t get caught in my throat with all the words I couldn’t say
I pray that things are getting better…
I still worry about the weather and I’m sick to death of rain
And these panic attacks do nothing for my tired and swollen brain
My days aren’t getting better, I’m still numbing all the pain
I lost my mind and all my hope in feeling fine again
I’m holding out for a saving grace to show me the error of my ways
I really need a change
I’m not a pessimist but sometimes hope is missed or missing
I haven’t felt so fucking drained. I need a break
I caught a glimpse of my reflection and didn’t recognise my face
I left an note at home explaining how I’m sorry that I left
I just needed to be alone for a while to realise that I’m a mess
I pray that things are better but I won’t hold my breath.
I’m holding out for a saving grace to show me the error of my ways
I really need a change
I’m not a pessimist but sometimes hope is missed or missing
I haven’t felt so fucking drained. I need a break
I’m not quite there but I’m on my way
I’m still forgetting names and faces, I need to get away from this place
Because my outlook’s changed along with jow I speak
I’m really not the same as I used to be
I’m always living in my head and I can’t remember when I last felt alive.
I’m holding out for a saving grace to show me the error of my ways
I really need a change
I’m not a pessimist but sometimes hope is missed or missing
I haven’t felt so fucking drained. I need a break
And how my lungs can’t find the oxygen to form a single breath
That doesn’t get caught in my throat with all the words I couldn’t say
I pray that things are getting better…
And these panic attacks do nothing for my tired and swollen brain
My days aren’t getting better, I’m still numbing all the pain
I lost my mind and all my hope in feeling fine again
I really need a change
I’m not a pessimist but sometimes hope is missed or missing
I haven’t felt so fucking drained. I need a break
I left an note at home explaining how I’m sorry that I left
I just needed to be alone for a while to realise that I’m a mess
I pray that things are better but I won’t hold my breath.
I really need a change
I’m not a pessimist but sometimes hope is missed or missing
I haven’t felt so fucking drained. I need a break
I’m still forgetting names and faces, I need to get away from this place
Because my outlook’s changed along with jow I speak
I’m really not the same as I used to be
I’m always living in my head and I can’t remember when I last felt alive.
I really need a change
I’m not a pessimist but sometimes hope is missed or missing
I haven’t felt so fucking drained. I need a break
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"The title of this song means a fear of wind, which I have, but the song on the whole though is about anxiety. I suffer from terrible anxiety which is often exaggerated by the aftereffects of consuming large amounts of alcohol. This song was written when I was at my lowest point, I genuinely believed I was dying. I developed extreme hypochondria, frequent heart palpitations and I had a constant excruciating pressure in my head, hence the first line. We never demoed this song so the vocals you hear on the recording was the first time I had ever sung them, and I can certainly hear the desperation in my voice. That is what it was, desperation, I was desperate to record this song before I died, which at that moment in time I believed would be soon. The song is also about how lost I felt and still feel and how most days I don't feel like myself any more. I hope people can appreciate the honesty and genuine fear that went into this song, I think it comes across."
from http://www.rocksound.tv/features/article/track-by-track-deaf-havana-fools-worthless-liars
"A song about my endless panic attacks and how I spend most days not really feeling like myself anymore and constantly worrying about anything and everything"