Cursed

I feel numb
I've realised you're not the body I knew once
You're on top
But on the outside you are everything I'm not
But if I let you take another toll
I'll lose control
Can't take it in
Refuse to let you through to my skin
Won't take it in
Your breath won't let me breathe in
I'm wearing thin
You've worn me down
I've let you in
Won't take it in
Your breath won't let me breathe in
In comes all the hurt
Push it out
I think I'm cursed
So now
You've gone and cut the strings that held us into place
Even though
A place so hard to find should never feel unsafe
It couldn't be
A more frustrating situation to be in
Can't take it in
Refuse to let you through to my skin
Won't take it in
Your breath won't let me breathe in
I'm wearing thin
You've worn me down
I've let you in
Won't take it in
Your breath won't let me breathe in
In comes all the hurt
Push it out
I think I'm cursed
Can't take it in
Refuse to let you through to my skin
Won't take it in
Your breath won't let me breathe in
I'm wearing thin
You've worn me down
I've let you in
Won't take it in
Your breath won't let me breathe in
In comes all the hurt
Push it out
I think I'm cursed