Queen Of Pain

I'm the queen of pain
I can make it thunder and rain
I can turn the clouds black in the sky
I can put all those tears in your eyes
I'll leave and never wave goodbye
Cause I'm the queen of pain
I won't hear their names
Cause the voices are always the same
The places, the chases, the interchangeable faces
All scratching me, attaching, surrounding, binding
How can I care if it's not you?
You smile at the things that I do
And then you say I'm as cold as November
Oh you say I'm as cold as November
Things will never be the same
And I will never give you back your name
Cause I earned it with you under my skin
But it's my fault for lettin' you in
I even paid you and that should be a sin
Cause then you abandon
You're as cold as November
Well I say you're as cold as November
You laughed when I was crying
And I was crying every time you left
Oh but ain't it kind of funny
How you weren't laughing when I left
So who's the real king of pain?
I'm trying to forget your name
But you show up wherever I go
Your smile lurking in my shadow
Oh please why don't you just let me go?
Cause I don't wanna remember
How it was in May
And now it's the month of November
Once it was May
But now it's the month of November
Your favorite time of year...