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Track 15 (Secret Song on 'Vacation') Lyrics
Staring out into thin air again,
at all the years I'll spend alone
I know it's comin' if not quickly
I always end up on my own
I gave up smoking, I gave up coffee,
But I'm still not a bigger man
I still get swallowed by the petty
I'm still afraid to trust my friends
I'm still afraid to talk to strangers,
I'm still afraid to make a joke
I still think I'm stupid and you hate it
Still can't be honest with my folks
I'm impatient and I'm pushy
I'm so stubborn and I know
If I try my hardest, I still won't change this
But I can hide it if I mope
Or I can still walk out the front door
I can still get on my bike
I can still take home some fresh air
When it's cooling down at night
Yeah I can run up to the river,
and throw rocks along the top
And if they sink instead of skim the surface,
The next day I still wake up
And take a second just to space out
And try to build a better home.
Take my faults and say okay then
And call up everyone I know
Before I'm spending time alone
at all the years I'll spend alone
I know it's comin' if not quickly
I always end up on my own
But I'm still not a bigger man
I still get swallowed by the petty
I'm still afraid to trust my friends
I'm still afraid to make a joke
I still think I'm stupid and you hate it
Still can't be honest with my folks
I'm so stubborn and I know
If I try my hardest, I still won't change this
But I can hide it if I mope
I can still get on my bike
I can still take home some fresh air
When it's cooling down at night
and throw rocks along the top
And if they sink instead of skim the surface,
The next day I still wake up
And try to build a better home.
Take my faults and say okay then
And call up everyone I know
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Submitted by
kowalicious On Aug 27, 2011
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