I'm taking over my body, back in control, no more "shotty"
I bet a lot of me was lost, "T"'s uncrossed and "I"'s undotted
I fought it a lot and it seems a lot like flesh is all I got
Not any more, flesh out the door, SWAT
I must've forgot, you can't trust me
I'm open a moment and closed when you show it
Before you know it, I'm lost at sea
And now that I write and think about it and the story unfolds
You should take my life, you should take my soul

You are surrounding, all my surroundings
Sounding down the mountain range of my left-side brain
You are surrounding, all my surroundings
Twisting the kaleidoscope behind both of my eyes
And I'll be holding on to you
And I'll be holding on to you

Remember the moment you know exactly where you're goin'
'Cause the next moment before you know it
Time is slowin' and it's frozen still
And the windowsill looks really nice, right?
You think twice about your life, it probably happens at night, right?
Fight it, take the pain, ignite it
Tie a noose around your mind, loose enough to breathe fine
And tie it to a tree tell it, "You belong to me
This ain't a noose, this is a leash
And I have news for you, you must obey me"

You are surrounding, all my surroundings
Sounding down the mountain range of my left-side brain
You are surrounding, all my surroundings
Twisting the kaleidoscope behind both of my eyes

Entertain my faith, entertain my faith
Entertain my faith, entertain my faith
Entertain my faith, entertain my faith
Entertain my faith, entertain my faith
Entertain my faith, entertain my faith

Lean with it, rock with it, when we gonna stop with it?
Lyrics that mean nothin', we were gifted with thought
Is it time to move our feet, to an introspective beat?
It ain't the speakers that bump hearts
It's our hearts that make the beat
Lean with it, rock with it, when we gonna stop with it?
Lyrics that mean nothin', we were gifted with thought
Is it time to move our feet, to an introspective beat?
It ain't the speakers that bump hearts
It's our hearts that make the beat
Lean with it, rock with it, when we gonna stop with it?
Lyrics that mean nothin', we were gifted with thought
Is it time to move our feet, to an introspective beat?
It ain't the speakers that bump hearts
It's our hearts that make the beat
Lean with it, rock with it, when we gonna stop with it?
Lyrics that mean nothin', we were gifted with thought
Is it time to move our feet, to an introspective beat?
It ain't the speakers that bump hearts
It's our hearts that make the beat

And I'll be holding on to you, and I'll be holding on to you
And I'll be holding on to you, and I'll be holding on to you
And I'll be holding on to you, and I'll be holding on to you
And I'll be holding on to you, and I'll be holding on to you


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Holding On To You Lyrics as written by Charles Hammond Bernard Leverette

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    Yes, I definitely agree with the song being about depression and also the things that keep your head above water. It seems like he's angry at himself for being depressed but can't seem to shake that it keeps creeping back (as in the first verse). He wants nothing more than to overcome the feelings, but the emotional ups and downs are beyond his control. The "I must'a forgot, you can't trust me. I'm moment-to-moment and close but don't show it. Before you know it I'm lost at sea," shows the struggles he cycles though as one minute he can be fine and the next moment snap back into his old ways/thoughts/patterns. His depression controls him ("Twisting the kaleidoscope behind both of my eyes.") And the only thing he can do is hold on to whatever his buoy is. I don't necessary believe it has to be religious, though. It could be friends, family, things such as music (as the person below me stated) or painting, or even the faith he has that the future will bring better times ("Entertain my faith"). I'd assume the last bit of the song pertains to his wish that people could express themselves more genuinely through the heart like he is himself. If people worldwide weren't so judgmental or cold, and more open to the idea that we're all human, I'm sure it would be easier for someone who needed help to find it and not feel so small and insignificant. I really enjoy this song because it shows me that twenty|one|pilots are really making an effort to make a song that people across the board can relate to, not a song about big booty hoes or "getting paper" because deep down everyone has hard emotions they have to deal with, no matter how hard they can cover it up externally.

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