When This Is Over

I can’t sleep, not a wink,
So I’ll try to describe what I’m feeling
Three drinks into a two hour breakdown
And one tick away from exploding.
I can’t run I cant hide.
I can’t swallow my pride for forever,
But I’ve tried
And I can’t get it right for the life of me.
I’m going under.
Tell me why does it feel like
I’m always losing my mind?
Like I can’t get a grip on this heart of mine.
I feel the world upon my shoulders,
Wake me up when this is over.
My whole life I have tried
Not to repeat mistakes come before me.
I’m afraid that the seed in my family tree
Is more like poison ivy.
But I just want to grow
Into something on my own.
Somebody tell me.
Tell me why does it feel like
I’m always losing my mind?
Like I can’t get a grip on this heart of mine.
I feel the world upon my shoulders,
Wake me up when this is over.
Tell me why does it feel like
I’m always losing my mind?
Like I can’t get a grip on this heart of mine.
I feel the world upon my shoulders,
Wake me up when this is over.
This is over.
This is over.
I feel the world upon my shoulders,
Wake me up when this is over.
Wake me up when this is over.
Wake me up when this is over.