Mourning Glory

I can't see black or white
And I won't make it through the night.
What you don't know will never hurt you.
A horrifying screech, from a parked car down the street,
Oh God, it's black as hell and morning's here.
What a remarkable plot twist
Lately I know I don't exist.
It's just the backlash of a never ending sun.
Yeah, it's a calculated risk, saturated with a kiss,
You know I'd love you if I never knew your name.
Compassion makes me weak, now that I'm down on my knees
If God was glorious, he'd bring you back
All apologies aside, I'm kinda glad I never sighed a single word
You whispered only for my ears.
What a remarkable plot twist
Lately I know I don't exist.
It's just the backlash of a never ending sun.
Yeah, it's a calculated risk, saturated with a kiss,
You know I'd love you if I never knew your name.
A martyr's final words, fills with lovers stark hunger
And I'll be damned if someone's waitin for me now
Well I can't touch the taste of sound, when it's ringing round and round,
Call me delusional, or I was never here.
A man once said to me, son find a love and you'll be free.
God damn that devil in everybody's clothes
What a remarkable plot twist
Lately I know I don't exist.
It's just the backlash of a mother's only son.
Yeah, it's a calculated risk, saturated with a kiss,
You know I'd love you if I never knew your name