Both as a standalone and as part of the DSOTS album, you can take this lyric as read. As a matter of public record, Jourgensen's drug intake was legendary even in the 1980s. By the late 90s, in his own words, he was grappling with massive addiction issues and had lost almost everything: friends, spouse, money and had nearly died more than once. "Dark Side of the Spoon" is a both funny & sad title for an album made by a musical genius who was losing the plot; and this song is a message to his fans & friends saying he knows it. It's painful to listen to so I'm glad the "Keith Richards of industrial metals" wised up and cleaned up. Well done sir.
Praying that the pain stops
Counting all the tear drops
Falling on your pillow
Guess he hit a weak spot
Heard it was a cheap shot
Hate to say, "I told you so"
Yeah, it's a joke
How many hits till your sweet bones finally break?
And how many nights all alone it is going to take?
He's got a hold of your heart now baby
And you don't even know
He's got a hold of your heart now baby
That's why I have to let you go
That's why I have to let you go
Told me that you're alright
I can see you're not quite
The girl you were before
Will it take a landslide
To help you decide
There's nothing left anymore?
Yeah, it's a joke
How many hits till your sweet bones finally break?
And how many nights all alone it is going to take?
Well, I guess I oughta back down,
I thought you would come around
Guess I oughta back down,
Cause you are nowhere to be found
This is what you wanted now
So is this how you pictured it?
This is what you wanted now
The two can be so different
He's got a hold of your heart now baby
And you don't even know
He's got a hold of your heart now baby
And you don't even know
He's got a hold of your heart now baby
That's why I have to let you go
That's why I have to let you go
He's got a hold of your heart now baby
And you don't even know
He's got a hold of your heart now baby
That's why I have to let you go
That's why I have to let you go
Gotta let you go
I gotta let you go
Counting all the tear drops
Falling on your pillow
Guess he hit a weak spot
Heard it was a cheap shot
Hate to say, "I told you so"
Yeah, it's a joke
How many hits till your sweet bones finally break?
And how many nights all alone it is going to take?
He's got a hold of your heart now baby
And you don't even know
He's got a hold of your heart now baby
That's why I have to let you go
That's why I have to let you go
Told me that you're alright
I can see you're not quite
The girl you were before
Will it take a landslide
To help you decide
There's nothing left anymore?
Yeah, it's a joke
How many hits till your sweet bones finally break?
And how many nights all alone it is going to take?
Well, I guess I oughta back down,
I thought you would come around
Guess I oughta back down,
Cause you are nowhere to be found
This is what you wanted now
So is this how you pictured it?
This is what you wanted now
The two can be so different
He's got a hold of your heart now baby
And you don't even know
He's got a hold of your heart now baby
And you don't even know
He's got a hold of your heart now baby
That's why I have to let you go
That's why I have to let you go
He's got a hold of your heart now baby
And you don't even know
He's got a hold of your heart now baby
That's why I have to let you go
That's why I have to let you go
Gotta let you go
I gotta let you go
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