By_Myslf

Shout, shout
What do I do to ignore the behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from the bad things
and give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust them to give in my phoniness?
Or do I trust them and live in loneliness?
Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin.
I make the right moves but I'm lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself
Shout, I ask why,
leave my mind behind.
I can't rely on myself.
Shout, I ask why,
Leave my mind behind.
I can't rely on myself
I cant look around, (Its to much to take in.)
I can't go back, (Then its just so clear.)
I can't slow down, (Watching everything stare.)
I can't look back, (There's only one more thing.)
If I turn my back I'm defenseless.
and the gold band seems senseless.
If I hide my pride and let it all go wrong then
they'll take from me till everything is gone.
If I let them go, I'll be out done.
But if I try to catch them I'll be out run
If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer
By myself
Shout, I ask why,
leave my mind behind.
I can't rely on myself.
Shout, I ask why,
Leave my mind behind.
I can't rely on myself
I cant look around, (Its to much to take in.)
I can't go back, (Then its just so clear.)
I can't slow down, (Watching everything stare.)
I can't look back, (There's only one more thing.)
Doubt you,Doubt you,Doubt you,Doubt you,Doubt you,
Doubt you,Doubt you,Doubt you,Doubt you,Doubt you.
I can't tell you how to make it
Whatever you do I'll hide it
I can't seem to convince myself
Whatever you do I'll doubt you(x4)