Freak

How many times can you look me in the eye
Tell me everything is fine when I know it's not
I don't I even know what I should say
Now I can't speak
I am such a freak
Trapped in a box
Feeling so small
Can't feel a thing
Can't feel at all
People they sit
Laughing at me
Worn in my face
Call me a freak
This web is not my own
I was meant to be alone
And there is nothing I can do to save me now
How many times can you look me in the eye
Tell me everything is fine when I know it's not
I don't I even know what I should say
Now I can't speak
I am such a freak
Feeling so hot
Up on a cloud
Falling to black
Back on the ground
Can't show my eyes
Can't show my face
Won't go outside
Want to erase
These things that haunt my mind
Think about them all the time
And there is nothing I can do to save me now
How many times can you look me in the eye
Tell me everything is fine when I know it's not
I don't I even know what I should say
Now I can't speak
I am such a freak
How many times can you look me in the face
Tell me everything's erased when I know it's not
I don't I even know what I should say
Now I can't speak
I am such a freak
I'm a freak
How many times can you look me in the eye
Tell me everything is fine when I know it's not
How many times can you look me in the eye
Tell me everything is fine when I know it's not
I don't I even know what I should say
Now I can't speak
I am such a freak
How many times can you look me in the face
Tell me everything's erased when I know it's not
I don't I even know what I should say
Now I can't speak
I am such a freak
I'm a freak
No, No, No, No
I'm a freak
I'm a freak
I'm a freak
All alone
In the world
Don't have anyone