Shoulda

I feel that this is a guy who regrets how many mistakes were made in the relationship. Where, they were in the same book, but always on different pages. They meant alot to him, but he wasn't paying attention, being as good as he could have been, doing what he should have to be good for them. So they tried multiple times to no avail, only getting resentful in the end. He is realizing the failure of his poor efforts, over someone who deserved better. I did this. Wonderful woman who suffered my bad habits and lack of judgement. I wasted five good years of this girl's life. She deserved better, while I kept making things worse.I will never forgive myself for that.

You get inside me Even when you went beside me And I go into hiding And I know I never leave it alone

• They love each other but he isn't fully open and honest with them

'Nother round of if onlys Of all the ways you can know me How I take time going slowly All the time that I did on my own

• regret after not being himself, being callous and lazy in the relationship

And your head's in the ocean Too deep to know where you're going Hoping time can be frozen And you'll end up where you really belong

• he sees that they are upset after all the turmoil, hoping they will be happy one day as they deserve

But the days keep on rolling We live in different moments And our hurt is unfolding Everyday that we do and we don't

• They stayed together longer than they should have, only to resent each other

Sign for what's been Sign for what never The line under what's been The line for what never

• things were said and done that cannot be taken back, now only whatifs are left

And the years are collected I pray that we are regretless You and I - the connected You and I and the blood and the bone

• He hopes that after time they can look back and not be upset over the failure of the relationship, because they were close deep inside