I Don't Know

I don't know how to deal with this
So maybe I'll just descend into madness
Looking out of the corner of my eye
Maybe I'll just run away
If I can't think of anything nice to say, to save my life,
before we all fly away
And I'd like to think I did something worthwhile
And I don't know what is wrong with everyone
I guess, I don't even know what's wrong with me
And I won't try to be judgmental
I won't try to be holier than thou
But I don't get this and I am not going to pretend I do
I'm tired of watching so many people
Systematically destroy themselves
Go ahead this one is on me
I think we're all hiding from an invisible monster
Some part of ourselves we don't want anyone to see
I'd like to think this did something worthwhile
Besides killing everyone I know
I don't know what is wrong with everyone
I guess, I don't even know what's wrong with me
And I won't try to be judgemental
I won't try to be holier than thou
I don't get this
And I am not going to pretend I do
And I'd like to think this did anything at all
But, I think I know better by now
I don't know what is wrong with everyone
And I guess, I don't even know what's wrong with me
And I won't try to be judgmental
I won't try to be holier than thou
But, I don't get this, I don't get this
I don't get this
I don't know what is wrong with everyone
But, I guess, I don't even know what's wrong with me
And I won't try to be judgmental
I won't try to be holier than thou
I don't get this and I am not going to pretend I do
Cause I do
'cause maybe I understand too well