Just a Dream

(3, 4)
I paint my nails black 'cause it fits my mood
I'm tired of looking 'round for something to prove
You don't know how it feels inside my skin
But neither do I because I numb the feeling
Take it away, all of my pain
I gotta bottle I got to finish
Take it away, take it from me
Cause if you don't, I might drown in it
And I keep telling my- telling my-, telling myself
That my bad luck's gonna go away
And I keep trying and trying and try, try to win
But I'm losing every day
I wanna get up and fight but I don't have the time
I'm too busy feeling sorry for me
When it looks like the clouds are gone
I wake up, it was just a dream, it was just a dream
It was just a dream, it was all a dream
I walk around cold to the warmth of life
I see ya trying to talk but I'm deaf to lies
Right
I believe in promises of tomorrow
If I don't make it there, know that I'm that sorry though
Take it away, take it from me
'Cause I really wanna believe
After the rain someone'll say
That there really is more for me
And I keep telling my- telling my-, telling myself
That my bad luck's gonna go away
And I keep trying and trying and try, try to win
But I'm losing every day
I wanna get up and fight but I don't have the time
I'm too busy feeling sorry for me
When it looks like the clouds are gone
I wake up, it was just a...
See, I've been through hell and I am still yet to come back
There is no conductor to get this on track
I have dreams of freedom from the circumstance I'm in
If it's in His plans for me then I will win
I'll just dream 'til then
And I keep telling my- telling my-, telling myself
That my bad luck's gonna go away
And I keep trying and trying and try, try to win
But I'm losing every day
I wanna get up and fight but I don't have the time
I'm too busy feeling sorry for me
When it looks like the clouds are gone
I wake up, it was just a dream, it was just a dream
It was just a dream, it was all a dream
It was just a dream
It was all a dream