Miles Away

The beat went on and I just stopped
My hands are tied but my heart was not
You let go of me, to hold on to better things
In a world of Someones, I just wanted to be no one
Live my life on my own, selfish I know
But who would even know?
Who would even know?
I'm not one to be screaming "Fuck the World!"
But muttered under long breaths
There's no life I'd have rather lived
No life I'd have rather lived
I'm not one to be screaming "Fuck the World!"
But muttered under long breaths
But there's no life I'd rather live
Alone, alone, alone so alone
On and on and on and on and on
Times have changed and I've changed perception
But I still remember
Alone, alone, alone, so alone
On and on and on and on and on
Remember being so heavy-hearted
The fleeting days remind me of how I used to be
Immersed myself in my own regret
Smoking myself to sleep
But I will never sleep because sleep is the cousin of death
If I could change myself I would be a better man
But I just hang on to the boy inside
I'm never happy with myself
Living for the downside is far too fucking easy
Alone, alone, alone so alone
On and on and on and on and on
Times have changed and I've changed perception
But I still remember
Alone, alone, alone, so alone
On and on and on and on and on
Remember being so heavy-hearted
The fleeting days remind me of how I used to be
Of how I used to be
Of how I used to fucking be