Stubborn Heart

I'm not proud of very much
This stubborn heart is all I've got
I can't spend my nights like everybody else
Watching advertisements disguised as singing contests
Don't make me choose between me and you
Don't make me choose
I'm not proud of very much
This stubborn heart is all I've got
Torn between the ones I love
Just not enough to give them up
I won't waste these mornings laying in this van
Pretending that you don't resent me playing in this band
Don't make me choose between me and you
Don't make me choose
I'm not proud of very much
This stubborn heart is all I've got
Torn between the ones I love
Just not enough to give them up
I can barely hold this weight
My chest is starting to cave
Finding it hard to breathe
As my ribcage begins to break
I'm sinking into myself
Like a spineless pile of flesh
Buried somewhere underneath
This heavy heart is weak
But never skips a beat
Don't make me choose between me and you
Don't make me choose
I'm not proud of very much
This stubborn heart is all I've got
Torn between the ones I love
Just not enough to give them up