When My Anger Starts to Cry

Hello psychologist, I've come here to talk
There is a thing I need to figure out
And please don't question me
'Cause then I might walk
And will not make out what it's all about
It's my mentality or maybe my heart
And I don't know if I am weak or strong
When someone does me an injustice it starts
Then I turn feeble and my drive is gone
'Cause I start feeling sorry for the nuisance
And I start feeling sorry for myself
And I start feeling sorry for this stupid situation that appears
When my anger starts to cry
What is the reason that I crumble inside
That I don't dare to be the angry one
The thought of hurting someone just makes me cry
So I avoid opposing anyone
'Cause I start feeling sorry for the nuisance
And I start feeling sorry for myself
And I start feeling sorry for this stupid situation that appears
'Cause I start feeling sorry for the nuisance
And I start feeling sorry for myself
And I start feeling sorry for this stupid situation that appears
When my anger starts to cry
I feel like a bull in a big arena
With matadors profiting from my death
I know what's to come is distress and pain
As I feel their agitated breath
I'm being scarred over and over again
And I'm just trying to hide my fright
I know that my passivity will cause my pain
And still I don't dare to fight
'Cause I start feeling sorry for the nuisance
And I start feeling sorry for myself
And I start feeling sorry for this stupid situation that appears
When my anger starts to cry