Top of Rock Bottom

My head is spinnin' round
Self esteem's hit the ground
Feels like I've fallen
and I don't know if I'm gettin' up again
Sometimes I lose my mind
One heartbeat at a time
I think I lose it
Just so I can almost feel alive again
Not a problem,
Not a weakness,
It's just a phase I go through every weekend
Not a promise
That I'll beat this
Just a sad attempt at lookin' needless
When I say that
I'ma come back
There's a part of me that don't believe that
And I'm nervous
Is it worth it?
I just need some time to breathe cause
*chorus*
Houston, Houston,
We've got a problem
I woke up today, At the top of rock bottom
The view's not so great
When you're constantly late
To the train that would take
You away...
From the top of rock bottom

*end chorus*
I'm gonna be just fine
is my most favorite lie
I whisper to the ceiling
feeling like I'm worth nobody's time
But there's gonna be a day
Where I'll wake up and say
If being down's a drug,
I'm stayin' sober til I die
Not a problem,
Not a weakness,
It's just a phase I go through every weekend
Not a promise
That I'll beat this
Just a sad attempt at lookin' needless
When I say that
I'ma come back
There's a part of me that don't believe that
And I'm nervous
Is it worth it?
I just need some time to breathe cause
*chorus*
Houston, Houston,
We've got a problem
I woke up today, At the top of rock bottom
The view's not so great
When you're constantly late
To the train that would take
You away...
From the top of rock bottom
*end chorus*
Dunno what to do
Dunno what to say
Dunno why I let myself get this way
And all I know is I'm not the same I
As I was when the I that I was stopped tryin'
Dunno what to do
Dunno what to say
Dunno why I let myself get this way
And all I know is I'm not the same I
As I was when the I that I was stopped tryin'
Not a problem,
Not a weakness,
It's just a phase I go through every weekend
Not a promise
That I'll beat this
Just a sad attempt at lookin' needless
When I say that
I'ma come back
There's a part of me that don't believe that
And I'm nervous
Is it worth it?
I just need some time to breathe cause
*chorus*
Houston, Houston,
We've got a problem
I woke up today, At the top of rock bottom
The view's not so great
When you're constantly late
To the train that would take
You away...
From the top of rock bottom
*end chorus*
*chorus*
Houston, Houston,
We've got a problem
I woke up today, At the top of rock bottom
The view's not so great
When you're constantly late
To the train that would take
You away...
From the top of rock bottom
*end chorus*