Soliloquy

[I. Sweet Lavender]
Sense the purity of your own mind, child
Such an innocence not yet caught by judging eyes
Don't touch me, little seed, 'cause I'll betray you
If you follow me, you'll never see...
Through a crack in the wall, you watch the world,
Nearly paralyzed by this glimpse of tomorrow
And a glimpse is all you'll get wherever you fly
'Cause you'll go blind the moment you reach down
On your way, you'll start to wonder
Where the ocean meets the sand
On your way you'll feel
That heaven's slipping slow through your hand
Sweet lavender can't remember
What it felt like running trough the rye
[II. Non-Electric Redemption]
In the heat of her breath, my life seems worthwhile
When she swallows my soul, I can hear the conch hymn
And I can watch myself moaning, sweating, climbing,
Penetrating my prime with a smile
Fill my needs, give me eternal redemption
Call my name with a sense of pride when I break through
She's the medium I need to find my way home
she's my intermediary to everlasting youth
But I can't find myself in the depths of her bliss
Is it me? Is it her? Or the world we're living in
Heal my wounds, bring me eternal salvation
Call my name with a sense of pride
Don't wake me now
All I gained; non-electric redemption
She is not what she used to be before I fell
Tell me why, why she's crying, beseeching
Call her name with a sense of pride as you go down
[III. In These Rooms]
There's no purity left to save my soul from this cavalcade
I've no strength to carry on
Don't touch me, little seed, 'cause I'll betray you
If you follow me you'll never see
There's a heaven in your hand, child
There's a place I'm dying to hide you
Poor lavender, cold but tender
Life could only teach you how to cry
In these rooms, a plaintive whisper fills the air
On these walls, I crucify my self to hail you right now
The time is ripe for change
Pierce my body, drink my tears and my blood
Come, be one with me
Though it's getting dark, I can see the light
Though I'm getting weaker, I still feel I'm alive
Show me the way
Follow me in to heaven or hell
Truth, our faint illusion
I need you
I need your eyes