I Thought I’d Be Dead By Now

CHORUS
[On my word] How could it be that we may never know? [We fall apart]
What causes the screams? The source may have a face of its own. [Theres no one else]
I cant believe how far I've grown from hope. [Who cares? In the end we'll let it go]
When you find your way. The resurrection of whats dead inside my bruised and battered mind becomes the only promise yet, it seems unstable at best. All I need right now. [I watch them die]
As I reached out for your hand not knowing you've gone away, bleeding.. I realize while I lie here just what I died for.
-CHORUS
And when you find your way, I know you'll be forgiving then.
My dear until we see that day I volunteer to be the blame.
Its not too much to ask considering [I already am]
So take it out on me [Take it out! Take it out!]
But sleep tight angel the best is yet to come. Hold tight and dont let go....
So get yourself out, get yourself safe. [Get out, get away]
I have no place to make demands and I know you won't believe in me, so I'm coming home and I won't look back. I've made the best of time to move on. I'm stronger now and I'll scream out...
I'll make them listen if it kills me now, [They'll listen if it kills me now].
Speak up my dear. [I wasn't lying when I promised I would die for you]
As your reaching out for me, [I never tried to break your heart, it's something I just do!]
I will remain on my knees... breathe in for me, you're breathing for me..