A storm is approaching
I know cause I called it on
I'll catch up lovers in my wake
That I'll consume and throw away
cause there is no woman I could love
More than myself
That's why I still sleep alone
Good God I feel empty now
but no one found out
and I never touched her
I'm trusting less in my defense
Cause there's no difference in
the things that happen in my head
and happen in my bed
Oh God
I'm shakin' like a leaf
I'm shakin’
For 27 years now I've been waiting
27 years now I've been keeping my end
But every single gift I ever gave you
it's just a bribe so I could get you
to give me what I wanted
It's all kisses and silver
I never cared for innocence just the appearance
Find me and wash me
cause I can't see the stains
My God I'm so scared
Cause I'm so fractured but I don’t feel the breaks
Have I loved too many daughters
to ever be whole
I'm ashamed that you love me
Send grace for the hearts the I stole
I know cause I called it on
I'll catch up lovers in my wake
That I'll consume and throw away
cause there is no woman I could love
More than myself
but no one found out
and I never touched her
I'm trusting less in my defense
Cause there's no difference in
the things that happen in my head
and happen in my bed
Oh God
I'm shakin’
27 years now I've been keeping my end
But every single gift I ever gave you
it's just a bribe so I could get you
to give me what I wanted
I never cared for innocence just the appearance
cause I can't see the stains
My God I'm so scared
Cause I'm so fractured but I don’t feel the breaks
Have I loved too many daughters
to ever be whole
I'm ashamed that you love me
Send grace for the hearts the I stole
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correction
i'll catch up lovers in my WAKE
A storm is approaching. I know, ’cause I called it on. I’ll catch up lovers in my wake that I’ll consume and throw away, ’cause there is no woman I could love more than myself.... That’s why I still sleep alone.
Good G-d, I feel empty now, but no one found out and I never touched her. I’m trusting less in my defense, if there’s no difference in the things that happen in my head and happen in my bed. Oh G-d... I’m shaking like a leaf. I’m shaking...
For twenty-seven years now I’ve been waiting. For twenty-seven years now I’ve been keeping my end. But every single gift I ever gave You was just a bribe, so I could get You to give me what I wanted. It’s all kisses and silver. I never cared for innocence, just the appearance.
If only You’d wash me, ’cause I can’t see the stains. My G-d, I’m so scared, ’cause I’m fractured but I don’t feel the breaks. Have I loved too many daughters to ever be whole? I’m ashamed that You love me. Send grace for the hearts that I stole.
Great song!! the man had too many women and is repenting ;-)
@deinefusion this song is not about Aaron seeing too many women. This is about lust, pornography and the tole it takes on a person and drives them to mere despair. Brings upon shame. A deep, heart wrenching shame to where there feels like there is no escape whatsoever. Its a song of grief and sorrrow for betraying and defiling the sanctity of Holiness and ones identity in Jesus Christ. And even more so, drives a man to be ashamed of the mere product of Gods grace. Its truly a song of sorrow.
@deinefusion this song is not about Aaron seeing too many women. This is about lust, pornography and the tole it takes on a person and drives them to mere despair. Brings upon shame. A deep, heart wrenching shame to where there feels like there is no escape whatsoever. Its a song of grief and sorrrow for betraying and defiling the sanctity of Holiness and ones identity in Jesus Christ. And even more so, drives a man to be ashamed of the mere product of Gods grace. Its truly a song of sorrow.