Morphine

The start of a new year and I'm already under a cloud
I’m hitting rock bottom but that’s ok I’m on solid ground
And I felt the walls closing in, the anger within and I knew,
it was time to get out

I really couldn’t wait, another single day to find another way to break it off
And now were here…oh god were here…
And I can’t stand to see you cry
But I've been wondering why the hell I’m even doing this,
Tonight its time to be a man

There's nothing I can do to change it,
And there's nothing I can say to make it better
I guess were learning all the time
I wonder if the futures kinder, holds more than painful reminders,
Of the things we’d rather wash away
Its not like I’m mourning what I have now,
It's more like I’m missing what I had then

I really couldn’t wait, another single day to find another way to break it off
And now were here…oh god were here…
And I can’t stand to see you cry
But I've been wondering why the hell I’m even doing this,
Tonight its time to be a man

Did my words hurt you yeah?
Well baby they weren’t supposed to
I was damaged bleeding and I met you
You kept coming back, I kept hoping that
One day you’d see
I only need you so bad, ‘cause you’re my morphine…

I really couldn’t wait, another single day to find another way to break it off
And now were here…oh god were here…
And I can’t stand to see you cry
But I've been wondering why the hell I’m even doing this,
Tonight its time to be a man…