2 Different Tears

Gave me two different tears
After all these years
Tears of joy, tears of pain
Like sunshine and rain
So I hate you
So I love you
So I hate you
So I love you
I'm tryin' to figure out how to move on with my life
Without you by my side
Waking up with teary eyes
I can't do this no more
Gotta erase you now
So I think of all the pain you've given me
Try to look at all the damage you've done to me
No matter how hard I try, I just can't figure out why
I keep thinking 'bout how sweet you used to be
Gave me two different tears
After all these years
Tears of joy, tears of pain
Like sunshine and rain
So I hate you
(But the love you gave me was so, so good)
So I love you
(But the pain you gave me was so, so bad)
I'm crying over you still
What does this mean?
Do I still want you back in my life?
After all these painful things you've done to me
Why is it so hard to realize?
So I think of all the pain you've given me
Try to look at all the damage you've done to me
But the harder that I fight
You come closer in my sight
And I'm thinking of how sweet it could have been, oh no
Gave me two different tears
After all these years
Tears of joy, tears of pain
Like sunshine and rain
So I hate you
(But the love you gave me was so, so good)
So I love you
(But the pain you gave me was so, so bad)
Why do I still feel this way
When I know there's nothing left to say?
Should you leave?
But I loved you in the first place
Wanna erase you without a trace
Try to tell myself that I need to hate you
With the pain that you put me through
But, ah, that's the reason why I still miss you
No matter how hard I try
Gave me two different tears
(You gave me)
After all these years
Tears of joy, tears of pain
Like sunshine and rain
So I hate you
(But the love you gave me was so, so good)
So I love you
(But the pain you gave me was so, so bad) [x2]