Don't Hate Me (That Bitch Not So Bad)

There's something in me that I can't explain
And it fucks everything I love
The amount of doubt that has grown on this brain
Brings me down 'til I can't pick me up
I always talked about just who I would be
And I guess I forgot what I said
My story is so betrayal-ridden
That I can't get over in my head
Don't hate me because of where I've been
Guess I've been robbed one too many dreams
I've had too many cigarettes in my single silhouette
And I don't think I could go on if we ran out of steam
Don't hate me because of what I've seen
Guess I've been ripped at one too many seams
My past governs all my thoughts
To make me endlessly distraught
And now I need you to overthrow my regime
So let's say that I walk down the street
And I meet this young girl with brown eyes
She's like a dream, yeah, and everything right
But will my trust issues be our demise?
Fuck the, the bitches who ruin my life
And more importantly ruined my mind
You say "life's unfair"
And I hope you remember that
When I fucking cut your eyes
You're all I see when I've gone blind
You're all I hear when I've gone deaf
You're all I feel when I think I've gone numb
Whoa, I got a long way to go
But I'd never let this win
Instead of letting life begin
I'll fucking kill it quick
And then return to the scene