How I Bleed

Your silence is violent
You're as cold as you can be
When it comes to me
But I'll take what I can get
Even if it's just poison entering
My bloodstream
I just can't stand it
But keep on pretending
That you mean this world to me
I can't help thinking
There'll be no fucking mending
Of the hole inside of me
I'm bleeding
Pain is only a pulse
If I'd just stop feeling it
At least I've heard that said
And still you won't let up
You've taken everything from me
Left me on my knees
I just can't stand it
But keep on pretending
That you mean this world to me
I can't help thinking
There'll be no fucking mending
Of the hole inside of me
I'm bleeding
The crimson stains my soul
It has nowhere to go
(Can you wash me clean?)
I cry for help again
Yet you turn your back on me
I drown myself in sin
I'm making this the end
I just can't stand it
But keep on pretending
That you mean this world to me
I can't help thinking
There'll be no fucking mending
Of the hole inside of me
I'm bleeding
And I wish I could forget it
Don't think my heart could take it
Since you've meant this world to me
Will I have to stop your heart from beating
So there'll be no sutures leaking
like the hole inside of me?
I'm bleeding