Feeling blurred, worn and thin
My foundation seems unmade
In a step I could be blown away
Words are playing in my head
I've forgotten what you said
For a moment
Then I'm reminded
Despite the things I say I'm fine
I'm just so cynical at times
No need to wonder if I'm fine
I used to have no hope but now I'm really trying
And though I feel I can't go on sometimes
I should be happy and thank God that I
That I can live and I can breathe and I can find
The way and know that I'm fine
Moving closer standing still
Am I changing? Am I the same?
Destination lost and found for me
Words colliding in my head
But I remember what you said
For the moment
I feel free
Despite the things I say I'm fine
I'm just so cynical at times
No need to wonder if I'm fine
I used to have no hope but now I'm really trying
And though I feel I can't go on sometimes
I should be happy and thank God that I
That I can live and I can breathe and I can find
The way and know that I'm fine
Despite the things I say I'm fine
I'm just so cynical at times
No need to wonder if I'm fine
I used to have no hope but now I'm really trying
And though I feel I can't go on sometimes
I should be happy and thank God that I
That I can live and I can breathe and I can find
The way and know that I'm fine
My foundation seems unmade
In a step I could be blown away
Words are playing in my head
I've forgotten what you said
For a moment
Then I'm reminded
I'm just so cynical at times
No need to wonder if I'm fine
I used to have no hope but now I'm really trying
And though I feel I can't go on sometimes
I should be happy and thank God that I
That I can live and I can breathe and I can find
The way and know that I'm fine
Am I changing? Am I the same?
Destination lost and found for me
Words colliding in my head
But I remember what you said
For the moment
I feel free
I'm just so cynical at times
No need to wonder if I'm fine
I used to have no hope but now I'm really trying
And though I feel I can't go on sometimes
I should be happy and thank God that I
That I can live and I can breathe and I can find
The way and know that I'm fine
I'm just so cynical at times
No need to wonder if I'm fine
I used to have no hope but now I'm really trying
And though I feel I can't go on sometimes
I should be happy and thank God that I
That I can live and I can breathe and I can find
The way and know that I'm fine
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Devin Fleenor was a local Phoenix Arizona musician with a talent equivalent to a superstar. He was in a band called Mr. Meeble in Phoenix and also had a laser company called Epic FX. This haunting song describes Devin life of in and out of the hospital with various blood diseases and a lung condition. To be able to write such a cool song and have health issues is beyond me. I had no idea Devin passed away a few months back and had tried to Facebook him for a meeting in town. When I heard this song it was hypnotic and I feel in love with it. I was saddened by finding out that I would never meet up. I consider Devin to be one of the best successful song writers in the world. It’s sad that he never got the recognition he deserved. Good Speed Devin...you are a great song writer.