Letters

"I never said it was your fault"
"I don't even know what to say to you anymore"
"well if you have something to say then say it!"
I know how much the fights kill you
They eat away at me
Thoughts turn straight to words
And the words turn into screams
I don't mean a thing I say
Today I can't disrepair
I mean this now I swear
I hope your heart hears this
I wish for one more kiss
I hope you find all you need
And something more
But if this is all just a dream
Even though thats not how it seems
I just want you know
I want your heart to hear
Don't shed a tear
Through all letters I've sent you
All the times I've tried
Please don't cry
It'll all be okay
Nothing will be like yesterday
I hope you hear me one more time
"Hey.. I uh.. I need to talk to you"
"...hello?"
I hope your heart hears this
I wish for one more kiss
I hope you find all you need
And something more
But if this is all just a dream
Even though thats not how it seems
I just want you know
I want your heart to hear
Don't shed a tear
Please
Hear me out
Hear me out
Please don't
Ruin me now
Ruin me now
I know that ive been
Trying my best to keep it together
But everyone knows
That you could do better
I hope your heart hears this
I wish for one more kiss
I hope you find all you need
And something more
But if this is all just a dream
Even though thats not how it seems
I just want you know
I want your heart to hear
Don't shed a tear