Sum of All Actions

Standing down. Passing the time, as the day rolls into flames.
Knowing it could only end this way, no matter who is handed the blame.
Still waiting for the impact. Dreaming of a way to detach.
The lesson's learned, let's all go home and wait again for the end.
So I stand wide open, it's hard to ignore,
how we've wound up at this point, what I'm sorry for.
I don't mean to complain, my composure I'll maintain.
Regret is nothing compared to what it became.
The sum of all actions will break you in two.
You'll find me in envy of those who stay true.
This kind of abstraction I could not foresee.
Now the image is too clear in the hopeless debris.
Talking back to nothing, 'cuz nothing is all that we have left,
to explore. I must assure, there is no way to forgive.
And after all the mistakes, what little good is now erased.
Lessons unlearned, let them burn, again.
So I stare eyes open, it's hard to ignore,
how we wound up at this point, what I'm sorry for.
I don't mean to complain, my composure I'll maintain.
Regret is nothing compared to what it became.
The sum of all actions have broke us and threw
away all the memories we lost inside the truth.
This kind of abstraction I could not foresee.
Now the image is too clear in the hopeless debris.