I Have No Answers

Brothers and sisters I have no answers!
I have no Brothers. No Sisters.

It made my head spin
The very thought of ever letting you down
We've been breathing, but never really taking in the air
I admit this, that I am faithless
And I will drown
I have been breathing, but am I really vacant and unfair?

But who am I?
The very words I have spoken have brought on my own demise.
What am I?! To pretend my heart is broken!
I have taken out my own eyes!

God if I could only see the trees outside!
And if my legs could stretch out and run along the hilltops!
The sun is leaking in and I can smell the ocean, but I cant hear a thing
Except your whispers in my ears

I have been clawing at the walls and the floorboards!
I have seen through the cracks and now I am walking around outside!
The people I see aren't really there! None of them are there!
I have been seeing shadows around every corner
And my friends can all see that I am just no good anymore
But when they came and took my body away
I would have done anything at all

Oh my God, I am ready to turn around and face the things I have done and turned away from