Disintegrate

Sitting here
in this room
the window's open
the TV's on
Sky's gray,
that's okay
Is that okay?
Are we okay?
Sit and think
the dreams last night
A water wave
it couldn't save
a father on land
I can't understand
I couldn't understand
I don't understand
the journey of a man,
a woman or bride,
a child or life?
all that stuff inside
The answers so tough
that mean different things
that we talk about
yet we mean so much more
An open door
or a flat spread hand
just a (pot so old?)
Warm and cold
the healing wound
in a lonely tomb
and do we see it so soon
Do we seal the fate?
Asking right the words
but we procreate
and we do create
- do we create? -
a civilized nature
but we can't build a tree,
or (mend) the sea,
or make a sky
This/ There's stuff inside
We all hide
It doesn't work
I'm damaged goods
A stupid (dumb?)
I'm feeling numb
That's where I'm from
It's where I'm from
Just concentrate
(?)
(humility?)
(?)
Dis, dis, dis, dis, dis
Disintegrate
Harm, harm, harm-a,
Harmonics
Chronic picture
Chronic mixture
and when that happens
When it happens
Remember,
when it actually...
When is it happening?
This is happening!
It was happening!
What did happen!?
When did it happen?
What's happening!?
Never happens!
When did it actually?
Never happened
It won't happen again
It doesn't work
(Is that you said?)
It's what you said!
We always will