Not Tonite

I'm so tired of feeling how I feel and knowing how I'm wired
I'm so scared of opening up my eyes and seeing what's out there
I'm all alone even though I have those four cats at home and
I'm so vain, I pray that my hair won't melt in the rain
I'd give you all I've got that's good
If I could, I'd move the mountains in your life
I'd give you everything that's good, but not tonight
I'm so healthy, even though I'm broke, I got love, so I'm wealthy
I'm so curious of a 9-to-5 life, and no, I'm not serious
I'm so brave and I learn and I learn from mistakes I've made
I'm so shy, I hope that you don't notice i don't look you in the eye
I'd give you all I've got that's good
If I could, I'd move the mountains in your life
I'd give you everything that's good, but not tonight
Waking up inside my skin I watch another day begin, there's not much to say
I am just so out of step, one forward then take sixteen back, I get in my own way
I'm not clear on all the protocol regarding how it works here
I'm not slick, I try to look aloof, but in truth, I really suck at it
I'm not ashamed of the fact that I'm happy, and in fact, I'm really happy
I'm just fine, I'm not exactly perfect but I work it well most of the time
I'd give you all I've got that's good
If I could, I'd move the mountains in your life
I'd give you everything that's good, but not tonight (x2)