What Are You Thinking Now

A lock of my hair kept in your drawer
What are you doing that for
When you know I'm never coming home?
Trying so hard to save face
It's made my life a rat race
When my heart just really needed to roam
What are you thinking now, wanting me to love you
When I am learning how to take me off my shelf
What are you thinking now, wanting me to love you
When I am learning how to love myself
The box that you keep upon your shelf
The one in which you hide yourself
Walls so tall and narrow I can't breathe
What used to be my security
Now it binds and gags me
I pray that God will let me leave in peace
What are you thinking now, wanting me to love you
When I am learning how to take me off my shelf
What are you thinking now, wanting me to love you
When I am learning how to love myself
With fear in my heart, my sorrow grows
I'm leaving everything I know, world
So huge it's overwhelming me
Naked I stand to start my life
No longer anything to hide
The secret me I never wanted to see
What are you thinking now, wanting me to love you
When I am learning how to take me off my shelf
What are you thinking now, wanting me to love you
When I am learning how to love myself (x2)