The Simplicity of Being Awake

I apologize for getting way out of hand
You bend me to your will, to your every demand
While you litter on the highway, I'll be picking up your mess
Just doing my best to impress you
Now I've made a big mistake and I can't take it back
And it looks like I have been caught in the act
Whatever came to my head has now flown out the door
So I'll drop to my knees and beg you some more
I didn't mean those words that flew out of my mouth
I didn't have a clue what I was talking about
This shouldn't end up like this, cold and buried and bare
I'll do as much as I can to let you know that I care
Sometimes I just want to disappear and never reappear
I never meant to hurt you and I sure as hell don't want to lose you now
I apologize for getting way out of hand
You bend me to your will, to your every demand
While you litter on the highway, I'll be picking up your mess
Just doing my best to impress you
Now I've made a big mistake and I can't take it back
And it looks like I have been caught in the act
Whatever came to my head has now flown out the door
So I'll drop to my knees and beg you some more
I didn't mean those words that flew out of my mouth
I didn't have a clue what I was talking about
This shouldn't end up like this, cold and buried and bare
I'll do as much as I can to let you know that I care
Sometimes I just want to disappear and never reappear
I never meant to hurt you and I sure as hell don't want to lose you now
I am sorry, I messed things up
I am sorry, please forgive me
But now i see the truth, you are you and I and I
Caught up in this story, forced into a lie
Let down all your boundaries, nothing will stop me now
Look into your cold, cold heart, open up your mind
Let down all your boundaries, nothing will stop me now
Look into your empty heart, open up your mind
Let down all your boundaries, nothing will stop me now