Should Have Let Me Leave

I've got a body that I don't want to be living in
I've got devils flooding up to the neck
And I have forgotten how to swim
All of these people keep calling me up who I don't even know
I don't even know myself... I don't even know myself
It all started when I was a kid
I kept putting trust in my father and recieving nothing
Relationships lasted no longer than limbs
Still the same, nothings changed
This just keeps on happening
Should have let me leave
Should have let me leave this mess (I can't stop, I can't stop lying)
Should have let me leave
Should have let me leave this mess
Can I ever come clean?
Should have let me leave this mess
None of this was my fault
None of this was my fault
None of this was my fault (Relationships lasted no longer than limbs)
None of this was my fault (Still the same, nothings changed
This just keeps on happening)
Should have let me leave
Should have let me leave this mess (I can't stop, I can't stop lying)
Should have let me leave
Should have let me leave this mess
Can I ever come clean?
Should have let me leave this mess
None of this was my fault
Still I'm losing sleep
None of this was my fault
Still I'm losing sleep
I've got a body that I don't want to be living in
I've got devils flooding up to the neck
And I have forgotten how to swim
Should have let me leave
Should have let me leave this mess (I can't stop, I can't stop lying)
Should have let me leave
Should have let me leave this mess
Can I ever come clean?
Should have let me leave this mess