Blue Ruin

I'm sixteen
And it's not how I thought; it is challenging
And I'll soon fall in love for the first time
I'm twenty-one
I am just having fun with these simple beings
But I shouldn't have preyed on the living
Here we go round again now baby, here we go round again
I keep on losing to the musings
Need to make some self-improvement
These blue ruins seem to mess with my head
Here I go down again now baby, here I go down again
I'll make another call with alcohol
Inebriate my mental state and make the same damn phone call again
Save... some face, and I'll save you my grace
We've been over that
If I weren't such a flake, you would know that
He speaks to me, he will give off the air of an aristocrat
With his black three-piece suit and his top hat
Here we go round again now baby, here we go round again
I keep on losing to the musings
Need to make some self-improvement
These blue ruins seem to mess with my head
Here I go down again now baby, here I go down again
I'll make another call with alcohol
Inebriate my mental state and make the same damn phone call again
Lately;
Something special
You and me don't cry anymore
Here we go round again now baby, here we go round again
I keep on losing to the musings
Need to make some self-improvement
These blue ruins seem to mess with my head
Here I go down again now baby, here I go down again
I'll make another call with alcohol
Inebriate my mental state and make the same damn phone call again