Cigarette Burns

Are you ready?
I've got cigarette burns on my skin and I don't even smoke
As I'm choking on this kush and I'm ready to be pushed over the edge
I need a second to release this mental pressure
All my life I was neglected
Now addiction has me feeling dead
And it's to heavy, blacked out in my best friends chevy eldorado sitting on top of cinderblocks
Chopping rocks on the back of skateboard decks, wheres the meth, creeping death, heart attack, wheres the mutha fuckin jack
I need a breath, I need a sip, I need a puff, I need a hit
Needy little pity girl
Self destructive fucking bitch
Sicker than some sickle cell or syphilis or gonorrhea
Lick tequila off of mirrors
Waiting on my fucking dealer
I need my shit on spec
cause I'm broken than a rubber check
Rubber necking yellow lines
Down Mulholland, morning time
Push it to the borderline
I'm borderline obsessed
And I still have some shit to get off of my fucking chest
Unwrap the fears and sip the tears
Watch me walk away through the twilight zone
I'm too high, I'm stoned.
I'm stoned....come to the zone
I'm haunted by the repercussions
I can feel the reaper rushing
Puffing on some reefer with my hands around the bottle clutching
Shivering, I'm blown to bits
What the fuck, One more hit
Close my eyes to paradise, I'm paralyzed, I'm over it,
I'm out of it and showering and flying on the ground
And I ain't never coming down
Unless it's downers in my jack and coke mixed up with some smack and coke like a John Belushi joke
D.O.A. at the chateau
I need a breath, I need a sip, I need a puff I need a hit
Needy little pity girl
Self obsessive fucking bitch
Waiting on my dealer has me in psychotic fits
Counting seconds like there minutes
It's been hours since I had a hit
I need my shit on spec
cause I'm broken than a rubber check
Rubber necking yellow lines
Down Mulholland, morning time
Push it to the borderline
I'm borderline obsessed
And I still have some shit to get off of my fucking chest
Unwrap the fears and sip the tears
Watch me walk away through the twilight zone
I'm too high, I'm stoned.
I'm stoned....come to the zone
It's 4 a.m.
I'm biting nails
And all you bitches got love for sale
Watch me walk away through the..
Hollywood, yeah
Unwrap the fears and sip the tears
Watch me walk away through the twilight zone
I'm too high, I'm stoned.
What the fuck