Completely Wasted

I choose my words carefully
Each one is a piece of me
And I'm so afraid of being misunderstood
I choose my faces thoughtfully
While you think you've got a read on me
Intended to be misunderstood
Oh, but why did I choose to be like this?
I'm standing here, completely wasted
Are all these things predetermined to wreck me?
I'm completely wasted, yeah
I choose my vices daringly
Some may have a grip on me
Befriended, oh, to change my head
I choose my lovers cautiously
Shame soaked lies and secrecy, unamended
But needy egos fed
Why did I choose to be like this?
I'm standing here, completely wasted
Are all these things so determined to test me?
Completely wasted
Na na na, na na na
Na na na, na na na na
Na na na, na na na
Na na na, na na na na
Why would I choose to be like this?
I'm standing here, completely wasted
Is everything predetermined to shake me?
Completely wasted
Why would I choose to be like this?
I'm standing here, completely wasted
Are all these things predetermined to wreck me?
Completely wasted
Na na na, na na na
Na na na, na na na na
Na na na, na na na
Na na na, na na na na